Monday, August 23, 2010

Blog #33 - Saturdays at the Bar

So...on Saturday, I was completely bored and didn't wanna be in the house, so I decided to go out alone. I wound up at Maritas, which is a local bar around my way...probably 20 minutes from me. I went and wound up talking to some guy named Elijah. We had a really good conversation about different things - apparently I dress like a 26 year old, but that's neither here nor there. It was a really good convo. Mr. Elijah looked at me crazy when I told him that I came by myself, I don't have any kids, I'm single and some other things. Why is that such a shocker, I don't know. But anyways, it was fun. There were no assumptions of kicking game, no macking...just honest convo. I saw Tremell, but ignored him.

I had more but this was from like 2 weeks ago and my comp kept resetting so...I forgot...lmao

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Blog #32 - The Hell Is Goings On?

I dunno, damnit. My mind is all over the place. And now I'm disappointed in myself because once again, I let my sorority life take over my family life. The first time was like 3 weeks ago when we had our chapter bbq and I wound up not seeing my cousin Raheem that I haven't seen since my grandmother died. This weekend, I was supposed to go to the Old Timers bbq in Harlem but I wound up going to another meeting and wound up missing my little brother. Fuck my life, man. I feel like such a jackass. However, I don't think I can fully blame the little brother thing on my sorority. I definitely didn't know he was going to go. Apparently he just randomly showed up. I wonder how he even found out, because I didn't tell him before he deleted his FB page. Oh, well. I guess I'll just have to stalk him somehow...lol. But Yonkers is kinda big. Might have to call in reinforcements in the name of my sister.

So, the man is gone. He left on Thursday. It was fun while it lasted. We went to a diner and just chilled out and stuff there, and then since it was hot and nighttime, we hung out on the bench in the back of my complex by the tennis court and just talked about different things. We took a few pics (even the kissing one...lol) before he left and that was that. It was really sweet and nice. I'm not even mad at it anymore, not that I ever was. It was definitely an experience I'm glad I had - shows me that there's definitely more than just "ay yo shorty" dudes out there. And being that he's older, I'm pretty sure that's where I have to look. Gotta find me a 27 and up club to frequent to get approached like that again, because dudes my age just don't do that. They suck. I just hope we keep in touch because...I wanna go to Chicago! Lolol...but I know I don't need him in order to go to Chicago...but yeah. It's the man...lol. ::kanye shrug::

So, like I said in blog...I think 28 or 29, me and Mr. Songz have been getting it in. I've been listening to the Anticipation mixtape like...steady. If it wasn't a mixtape, it woulda been a banging ass CD, mostly full of slow jams. Speaking of Mr. Songz and cd's, his new joint is coming out on September 14 (which happens to be my big's birthday...lol). I'm actually going to buy it. Like, go to Best Buy and buy the CD...only for the album pictures, though...lol. You don't get those with digital copies. The album artwork is dopeness and I wanna support an artist that I actually like a lot. I apparently have over 110 of his songs on my iPod due to the addition of 3 of his mixtapes.

In another unrelated/related field (so yeah, I think this has pretty much turned into a random rant...lol), I'm supposed to hang out with my dude Ty in a few weeks, once his son goes back home to Barbados or Bermuda...I feel like he said Bermuda, though. Apparently, I'm not allowed to play bartender though, which sucks. I like creating stuff. I'm supposed to just sit back and chill and let him do the damn drink-making. I've been relegated to just making one beverage. It is what it is, though. I'm excited about it as this will be the first time we'll be seeing each other outside of commuting on the train to and from work. Good times will be aplenty!!!

Listening to this song reminds me that I need to make a slow jam playlist. I thought I had one, but I'm guessing that was on my other laptop, which is clearly no longer in existence. This song would definitely be on there. The song I'm listening to is called On Top. Awesomely wonderful.

I'm going to go to bed now. I'm tired and I think this ponytail is giving me a headache...damn thing isn't even tight. I think it's the stuff I put in my hair making my curls hard and they were stuck going down and now that they're back, they don't like it. I'm gonna use different stuff tomorrow. This is ludicrous. And I still need to order my Dominican shampoo, conditioner, deep conditioner and hair color. Maybe I'll do that tomorrow too and put a rush on it so it gets here on Friday. Aaaaaaand POST!